+ i love maia.sly.daphne

moved-

2005-01-23T20:24:00.000+08:00

i've moved. go to here.

daphney bdae -post

2005-01-22T10:27:00.000+08:00

haiz. damn sad sia.
was browsing through the different blogs and saw many things.
why am i so condemned.
i was trying my best to make it wonderful.
but the effects was disastrous.
i seem to become the hated nail in everybody's eyes.
why.???
i just wanted to enjoyed myself.
with her. and..
haiz.
feeling damn down today.
nothing i can do to bring back the trust they had for me.
just because i asked *** along.
could you all just understand me?
i know some of you could.
but some?
nonetheless, i dun blame anyone.
im not pissed with anyone either.
neither for attitude nor face.
i just wanna say..
if i did wrong, then sorry.
i guess i was just to high over this thingie.
happy birthday daphney jiejie!!
i love you loads!!

daphney bdae!!

2005-01-21T20:43:00.000+08:00

happy birthday daphney!
celebrated daphney's birthday with her today.
reached somerset mrt @ 10am.
met daphy[my friend] and went to cine.
then we ate kfc and cheryl n sofia came.
then we went to "MORETHANWORDS" and bought a poh for daphney.
then we went to heerens.
77th street.
i bought a necklace and a cute handphone keychain for daphney.
met steph and fang.
then went cine again and steph n fang ate lolx.
then after they finish eating, me n steph, fang went to cine cheers' there wait for daphney.
then we saw her, hugged her, wished her, and gave her our presents.
she's so cute today!! :)
then went long johns and sat down.
cheryl, sofia, melissa, waisee, simin, evon, yvonne sat at a further table while me n steph n fang sat with daphney.
many people saw lor then came to get signatures from her and photo shoots.
daphney jiejie so ke lian can?
so many people around asking fer her signatures that she took around one hour to finish her combo1.
[ hahas. smiLes :)]
then we went heerens to take neoprints.
along the way, some people was lyk "eh? daphney!!"
hahas. so cute. and simin n yvonne gave daphney this really big doggie that she looked so small when hugging it along the way.
and of course many attentions were on her.
then we took neoprints.
daphney jiejie, sorry for the numerous neoprints horx! (:
then got some gals dey moped her mahx.
then when i dropped the neoprint taken with steph and daphney jie, they wanted to step can?
then they still pull daphney go take neos with them.
wah lao, so bad lor.
then we took le horx, we keep saying that "eugene[ singapore idol producer] waiting for her"
hahas. to stop people from moping her.
then we walked to far east.
walked walked lor.
then rested in front of the neoprint shop.
then after a while, we went in and took lolx.
hahas.
daphney looked so tired after the whole day..
then we were joking and crapping along.
after the neoprint shoots, me n steph was talking to her while resting lahx.
then she called her sis and then told us that she had to leave to find her sis to get her phone.
so wells, though we spent only about four and a half hours with daphney, but i thoroughly enjoyed myself today!!
i love daphney forever mann!! daphney jiejie!! jo mei!! steph mei!! sisters forever!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAPHNEY!!

sly.stacie.bdae

2005-01-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

these are pictures taken at the party.

sylvester bdae - full -

2005-01-16T18:28:00.000+08:00

happy birthday sofia!!
happy birthday sly!!
yesterday went to chalet for birthday party.
sly de.
his family members were there to celebrate fer him.
at first we sat at a bench quite far away from the chalets.
cause we paiseh mahx.
then stacie was on her skate sccoter and i asked her come over.
got letter pass to sly mahx.
then she sat down with us and chatted with us.
i guess she dint feel strange cause i;ve met her several times.
and chatted too.
then she started saying she wan draw.
so we let her draw.
she drew on my notebook.
hahas.
so damn cute and funny sia.
she drew her brother - sly.
then after finish drawing on mine paper,
she drew on other people de.
then she drew the head le, then she say ugly, then she tore the paper away.
hahas. damn hilarious.
then we chatted, she sang songs, she played with us.
took photos. then sylvester came over lorx.
played and chatted with us. talked lahx. photos time.
then when we took photos that time hor.
i told him must have face de.
then he gave sleeping face. as i was taking with him, i dunno mahx.
steffie they all started laughing then i laughed till i broke loose from his hands on my shoulders.
hahas. then we took two more pictures together, auyoh, his face damn smooth sia. :)
then after that he went back to eat lahx.
not long after, alan came to us say that mrs sim asked us go over.
but we paiseh,
never go lahx.
later on, stacie came with her plate of "beehoon" and started chatting with us.
she damn cute sia.
she called everyone names except fer me n sharon. hahas.
to sharon: lucky sia. i dun wanna be mouse lolx!!
hahas. she started saying that weilin, evon, steffie, cheryl and sofia lyk mouse, so quiet.
then melissa and caifen sometimes so quiet lyk mouse, sometimes so loud lyk lion!
hahas. then stacie came over to me side and we chatted lahx. i told her about cf dun lyk sly thing.
then stacie ask me "then who she lyk?"
i said chrissypoo. then she reply :"ewww.. i dun like her"
hahas. then she began calling caifen names like "monkey face" and "petty monkey"!! hahas.
then we played together lolx.
around nine plus, we went closer to the chalet and sly cut his cake.
we took group photos with sly and stacie. me on sly's right side and sharon on sly's left side.
sly was holding me by my right shoulder and deon was lyk pressing on me then was lyk, woah, so close.:)
then at the back row, someone accidentally fell mahx, that stupid sly said loudly "whose neinei touched me!!"
wah lao, he damn sbb lor.
then after that, ate the cake and went to the back and had personal photos.
again when taking photos, dunno wad happened, the flash too bright then i accidentally blinked and stacie asked me n sly to retake.
hahas.
then when caifen take with sly that time, stacie told me say she felt unwilling to take fer her. hahas. then after all photos taken, stacie and me go to the front for a while, she told me some stuff lahx. :)
then when we returned, we saw sly doing face thing to caifen. stacie told me mahx, then she was lyk aiyoh why my gor gor do this to monkey!!
then when i was leaving together with deon and cherissa, sly hugged us. caifen was supposingly to leave with us, then she go hug sly. then stacie see le, she push me go sly there lahx, then i hugged sly, then stacie say " gorgor, hug her longer!!." then i was so paiseh that i quickly loosen lolx. hahas. this stacie arh, damn cute sia. her purpose was to let sly hug me longer than caifen. anyway, before i left, stacie hugged me and clinged onto me. she's so cute lahx. and as fer sly, i got another hug from him before leaving. and i'll never ever forget this happiest day of my life celebrating sly's and stacie bdaes together with them!! i love sly! i love stacie! i love daphne! i loe maia!

sly's bdae

2005-01-15T23:13:00.000+08:00

had an enjoyable day today. just wanna say im happy and that's it. *smiLes* im so tired from the whole day. n i miss stacie.

private n confidential.

2005-01-15T08:46:00.000+08:00

hahas. im gonna learn form sharon.
these few days.. are private and confidential. no comments. i too, wanna sleep. =)

sick. fake.

2005-01-14T19:55:00.000+08:00

- dead -
- sick -
- died -

i miss 2 grace!!

2005-01-11T20:05:00.000+08:00

i miss 2 grace!!
i miss the container classroom!
i miss the inhabitants of it!
i miss the laughter we made!
i miss the tears we shed together!
i miss the times we were united!
i miss the times sotong ball were with us!
i miss mr soh!
i miss mr soh's encouragement!
i miss everybody of 2 grace!
2 gracians'04 continues on the spirit!
live it up!
live it on!
i love 2 grace!

webby!

2005-01-10T21:46:00.000+08:00

hey people! visit the website now and leave your comments on my blog. thanks!

the webby.

2005-01-09T19:40:00.000+08:00

feeling so sian.
i've done up a website fer my favourite 3 idols!!
daphney!
maia!
sly!
but i've not completed it yet la.
should be up in two days time!
signed off.
joanna loves the idols!

i miss idols!

2005-01-08T20:32:00.000+08:00

feeling so sianz.
too lazy too blog le.
i miss moi daphney jiejie.
i miss moi darling maia.
i miss moi bad boy sylvester.
i miss melissa's "beng" david.
i miss sofia's "cute" chrissypoo.
i miss alvina's jerry.
i miss everybody.
to cheryl n waisee:
sorry for not missing your idols.
cos i love them too!!
=)
i love all the idols!

cca

2005-01-05T20:56:00.000+08:00

haiz.
im so sad lol.
tok to mrs hoo today.
then dunno whether can change cca not.
haiz.
feeling so sianz.
n fucked up.
fcuk off lah!
so pissed off!
nothing more le.
fcuk la.

i miss daphney jiejie n maia n sly!!

2005-01-02T19:27:00.000+08:00

i miss daphney jiejie!!!
i miss my maia!!!
i miss sly!!!
i miss melissa's david!!!
i miss sofia's chrissypoo!!!
i miss alvina's jerry!!!
i miss deon's taufik!!!
i miss beverly!!!
i miss leandra!!!
i miss olinda!!!
i miss jeassea!!!
i miss my idol-chasing partners!!!

i miss sofia!i miss alvina!i miss melissa!i miss cheryl!i miss waisee!i miss sharon!i miss weiling!i miss evon!i miss cherissa!i miss alice!i miss deon!i miss evon!i miss ting!i miss esther!i miss dynna!i miss everyone whom i've missed out..i miss all fans of singapore idol whom i've chased with, talked with, crap with. i love ya all!!

me with idols. latest .

2005-01-01T22:05:00.000+08:00

these are pictures taken within the last days of 2004.

my idols' collection

2005-01-01T21:43:00.000+08:00

these are pictures that i loves most from my idol-chasing life.

sentosa

2004-12-31T10:17:00.000+08:00

school reopening le.
i'll miss the idols.
i love maia.
i love daphney.
i love sly.
messages to the idols:
maia, thanks fer those calls, if not i'll be still waiting @ radio gate le. : )
daphney, thanks fer being my "sis"! i'll be a good "mei". : )
sly, thanks fer that "i love you too", it was really sweet. : )
i love all of you and you people rawks my world!
takkaire loads! =)

maia called.

2004-12-27T22:24:00.000+08:00

im so happy!
maia remember me!
daphney remember me!
sly gave me n steph that heart thing!
sly gave that flying kiss!
cos we were giving him too!
i love maia!
i love daphney!
i love sly!
jus chatted with sly's sis,stacie!
she's so cute!
really love her!
uncle larry damn cute sia.
he say his son - sly is stupid.
sandra n stacie cleverer.
hahas.
yarr lor.
sly so blur de.
then always eat pizza.
hahas.
i love the idols!

fucked up by mum

2004-12-26T07:10:00.000+08:00

damn fucked up!
yesterda got lao kok kok.
today my mum!
fuck lor.
i on my way to mediacorp le.
then she abit call me back.
she say i siao arh.
go so early.
fuck off lor.
i damn piss sia.
she care so much for what?
she doesn't seem to trust me so much le lor.
she should understand our age de lor.
chasing idols commiting crime meh?
catch me go jail la.
fuck off.
im sorry to all fans here.
for being so vulgar.
saw sly yesterday.
at least this appease me abit la.
haiz.
i hate myself.
i hate everything.
except sly.maia.daphney.
i love the idols!!
signing off-
a fucked up jo.

sly ate pizza.

2004-12-25T20:52:00.000+08:00

waiting fer sofia @ toapayoh mrt
then saw sharon n charissa
ask them where they gng lor.
hahas. then find out we all gng mediacorp.
when we reached there.
saw taufik.
i hugged him lor.
then cos i short mah
he then put his hands on my head.
hahas.
then he got on the taxi we took.
he told us sly still inside.
we went reception wait lor.
saw sly after a while.
he signed my photos.
then he damn noisy sia.
" i very hungry leh. "
" wan vomit le "
hahas.
then i ask him where he gng.
he say lunch lor.
he then promised us say that he'll be back.
by the same way.
then ask us wait fer HIM lor.
hahas. he damn cute.
then we wait so long.
he finally come back.
then we ask him why so long.
he say very long meh?
then i ask him you eat pizza arh?
then he say " eh? how u noe?"
hahas. i then tell him cos i everytime oso see him eat pizza de.
he laughed.
then he recorded a happy birthday song for sharon.
halfway ask us dun laugh lah.
hahas.
he sing as if gt funeral lor.
-_-"
hahas.
but he damn cute sia.
then photo time.
his manager kept bugging lor.
fcuk her.
but nonetheless.
im happy.
cos we saw sly.
jus received a call from cheryl
saying tt waisee saw him @ orchard.
wah lao.
he bluff us.
he say he 11 plus come out.
haiz.
so bad.
call sharon le.
hahas.
to ting: takkaire hor.
: )
merry x'mas!
i love you all!

x'mas wish

2004-12-25T10:23:00.000+08:00

haiz. so tired these days.
maia daphney!! where are you!!
sly!!
haiz.
im damn tired sia. but anyway,
merry x'mas to everyone!!!
my x'mas wish is to see the idols again!!
hug them!
take photos with them!
cause i love them!

me n idols.

2004-12-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

me n sly @ heeren

me n maia @ skating park

me n daphne @ attica

me n maia @ indoor

me n daphne @ mediacorp

sly @ action city

maia @ cine

maia @ indoor

friendship

2004-12-18T09:57:00.000+08:00

friends are just lyk chopsticks.
each one represents one friend.
the number of friends you have,
is the number of chopsticks you can hold.
too many will result in overflowing.
too little will result in loneliness.
true friends are friends who stand by you.
dey are lyk golden chopsticks.
unbreakable.
friends who have motive in making friends with you.
dey are lyk disposable chopsticks.
to them, you are a chopstick too.
once dey had their fair share of you.
off you go.
what kind of friends do you have?
alvina, i agree with what you say.
im sorry.
can a broken friendship ever be rekindled again?
will it be lyk a pair of chopsticks?
once separated,
difficult to put them back again.
:(
----------
this is to jiawen.
there was once two chopsticks who loved the same idol.
they first met at one of the idol's meeting session.
dey then gradually became frens.
from going to autograph sessions to standing outside mediacorp.
dey braved rain n storm.
but recently their friendship was kinda strained.
dey became further and further.
chopstick A blasted at chopstick B.
asking her loads of questions.
before even finding out the truth.
chopstick B was not happy.
chopstick A was sad.
chopstick A apologised to chopstick B.
...
moral of the story.
jiawen, dun let this happen again.
im one of the chopstick for your info.
anyway.
both of you hav been frens for so long le.
dun give up this frenship.
6 years is really hard to come by.
6 years of joy and everything together.
cheer up.
anything else jus come to me kaes?
takkaire.
jus remember,
dun give up your frenship!!!

me n my idols!!

2004-12-17T11:54:00.000+08:00

>

_ me and maia _

>

_ me n daphney _

>

_ maia _

chalet.

2004-12-14T10:42:00.000+08:00

to everyone: thanks fer tagging!! i'll be going for chalet for three days two nights. wun be checking my blog these days. just leave ur msg behind and if u wan me to link ya, just add me on msn or leave a taggie k? thanks so much. : )

SYLVESTER SIM RAWKS!!

i'll wait for you sylvester ;

2004-12-13T01:01:00.000+08:00

to all sly's fans, thanks fer tagging. as i've just returned from oversea, i will take some time to read your taggies kaes? thanks so much. i'll try my best to reply all of you guys out there. let sly and you all rawk on together!!!

i love sylvester forever!!

2004-12-10T05:39:00.000+08:00

I LOVE SLY FOREVER! I TRUST HIM COMPLETELY!!
im not very happy now.
people tagged my board.
telling me that sly is a flirt.
and somemore that person was a sly fan.
haiz.
im on tenterhooks.
if this goes on.
sly gonna lose his reputation.
he rawk!
dunno why.
i've been thinking about this since last night.
i dint sleep at all.
i..
i wanna tell sly.
sly, if you're reading this.
which i hope you would.
ignore what people says.
i hope you aren't.
and i know you aren't.
i trust you.
i dun care what people says.
you're forever my idol!!
perhaps im not the only fan that's so crazy.
but i just hope to leave an impression on you.
im just so "small".
i mean you may not remember me at all.
anyway.
i've learnt to be sensible.
miss you loads.
i also hope that.
no matter what.
just place your trust in us. *your fans*
we trust you.
and i.
me.
the plain me.
will never forget you!!
you rawk my world!
you brighten it up!
: )
i love you.
sly.

i'll wait for you sylvester ;

2004-12-08T15:55:00.000+08:00

WHERE ARE YOU! SYLVESTER!
I MISS YOU SO MUCH!
SLY! WHERE ARE YOU!
I MISS YOU!
I MISS SLY!

final showdown

2004-12-02T17:08:00.000+08:00

i cant believe sly lost.
but nvm.
i wrote letters to him.
and his mum in return gave me sly's pictures.
with his signatures.
sly i love you!
in the end.
read the newspapers today.
sly gonna get the recording deal too.
yesh!
though the title 'singapore idol' may mean a lot.
to me for sylvester.
i m quite alright now.
sly really rawk.
anyway.
i scanned in all pics that i have on sly.
onto my computer.
sly is so shuai.
his cousins and sister are so nice.
especially aster and stacie.
aster you rawk!!
andsly's sis came up to me and said.
i oso never cry, why you cry?
hahas.
stacie is just so cute
i cant believe she's like only 10.
: )
on the whole.
SYLVESTER SIM IS ALWAYS THE IDOL!

sly. biased? im so sad.

2004-11-29T21:35:00.000+08:00

waited at mediacorp again.
i damn tired sia.
arrgh!
from nine to around 7 plus.
was at mediacorp.
radio gate.
waiting for sly.
got sun burn again.
SLY!! WHERE ARE YOU!
at around 4 plus 5 plus.
the grp of pink gals came to radio gate.
then they talk a lot lol.
they're nice lah.
just that im quite jealous of them.
then went to reception.
saw leandra.
then waited lol.
in hope of seeing sly and maia.
daphney too.
she rocks!
they rawks!
all of them rawks!
and then.
beverly and chrissypoo came out first.
they so nice.
hug them.
so tightly.
took pict with beverly on my phone.
with chrissypoo on sofia's cam.
then daphney.
saw her.
i was first to run up to her.
she got shocked!
i hug her damn long sia.
cause she rawks!
-love ya daphney-
then heard from someone.
about where the idols gng.
immediately took cab there.
saw beverly, jerry, chrissypoo, olinda, leandra and david there liao.
making their hair.
then daphney came shortly after.
-i love ya always daphney!-
hug her more.
then just hang around lol.
dint get to see sly.
my sunburn damn jialat lol.
arrgh!
sly!
why!
though i hear rumours here and there.
i chose not to believe them.
i'll only believe you!
but..
i got drenched in the rain.
yesterday.
had high fever when i came to mediacorp this morning.
felt really bad.
just wanna catch a glimpse of you.
sly!!
feeling damn sick now.
caught in the rain again.
the security guard was like telling us to go shelter.
but we dint want to.
because of sly!
sly!
sly!
i really going die le lol.
going without food for like three days?
only on water and milo?
sly!!
im gonna wait for you.
no matter what.
im waiting.
i appeared on newspapers.
hoping that you will just notice me.
spending money on printing pamphlets.
for you.
doing all sorts of stuffs.
sly!
i love you!
really hope you will know.
cried so many times.
because of you.
my fren alvina.
cried too.
SLY!!
arrgh!
i love you.
-cries-
sly you rawk!

caifen sucks!

2004-11-28T20:05:00.000+08:00

what the fuck lol.
okay.
was at jurong point today.
to see sly.
the moment i got off taxi.
caifen was like 5am hor. abit 5 am lah.
she said me.
cause i told her i left my house at 5 am.
but cause i couldn't get any cabs.
in the end walk till mrt.
took to outram park.
then cab down.
nvm.
alvina told me.
caifen abit reach jurong point second lah.
then she tell alvina.
ask her if later can tell everyone that she came with alvina together wan.
then alvina was like.
"caifen abit lah.."
hahas.
then the pamphlet if anyone remembers.
i was the one who designed it.
but in the end.
caifen claimed credit for everything!!
she now abit dun wan give me ticket lah.
i wan 1 ticket for sofia.
but she say NO!
what the fuck!
FUCK OFF LAH CAIFEN!
then still quarrelling lol.
she's so BITCH lol!!
alvina's damn pissed.
me too.
the girls wearing pink too.
on the whole.
caifen sucks like shit!

sylvester sim @ jurong point!!

2004-11-28T05:09:00.000+08:00

hey people.
if there's any spelling mistake.
dun blame me.
cos im like typing this at 4am?
hahas.
anyway.
gng jurong point later to join alvina.
sylvester sim!
anyway.
my aunty gave me tickets for the finals.
my uncle's sis works there.
hahas.
so i gave one to alvina.
then i would be sitting with her lol.
cause if sylvia going.
then i think she will sit with caifen.
cause its like i closer with alvina mah.
: )
then..
hahas.
as long as the verdict is that..
im sitting with alvina!!
kudos!
-yawns-
im tired.
good night.
err.
i mean good morning!
-off i go!!-

SYLVESTER SIM RAWKS~

2004-11-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

went to plaza singapura.
@ around 11.
met caifen up.
then went spotlight.
bought a white shirt for making sly's shirt.
then rushed back to school.
decorated it.
photostated the pamphlets.
1000 pieces.
woah.
hahas. who cares.
i love sylvester!
anyway.
then after decorating.
chatted with the bookshop seller.
the young one la.
one sec one.
one sec four.
they said we were fanatic.
hahas.
yepp.
for sylvester, im willing to do anything!
i love you sly!
-muacks-
sorry.
that was a bit of "initiative"
im crap.
i love sly!
I LOVE SLY!
I LOVE SLY!
I LOVE SLY!
I LOVE SLY!
I LOVE SLY!

olinda sucks!

2004-11-23T18:08:00.000+08:00

damn tired.
just came back from class chalet.
it was fun.
but tiring.
had a bit of alcohol last night.
vodka. about 10%.
had splitting headache.
but was okay after that.
then we kept exploring lol.
huwen.yanling.amanda.
went with zhihao, jonas.
to see transvestites in changi village.
hahas.
the guys over there thought that they were chickens.
prostitutes.
hahas. it was lame la.
then we slept at around 5 lol.
reached home.
at 12.
read the TODAY newspaper.
olinda damn bad lol.
she abit say wad.
if you ban ke lian.
(acting pitiful)
no one will vote for you.
cause it was a report about olinda supporting taufik.
INSTEAD OF SYLVESTER.
i feel damn bad for sly lol.
he's such a nice guy!
is it because olinda also thinks that sly cause her elimination?
WTH!
everyday.
reports regarding sylvester's family have been going on and on.
sylvester will somehow get affected.
i really hope for the best.
will he be affected?
: (
i can see that sylvester has been improving lol.
the judges are blind or wad?
then.
since olinda said that sly "asking for sympathy votes"
then wad about taufik?
at the junction8.
meet and greet session.
taufik batisah told everyone that he was not feeling well.
for many weeks le.
SO? EXCUSES?
nvm.
i really hope these will not affect sly.
afterall.
he's our idol.
like what my daddy says.
he also haven become singapore idol.
you all already treat him as one le.
yesh.
i agreed.
i think sly totally rawks!
you rawk my world sylvester!!
i'm thinking of doing something meaningful.
for sylvester.
im going to collect sly's fans signature and compile it.
together.
then im gonna give it to him @ the finals.
from now on.
i will also post a message for sylvester.
everytime i blog.
just hoped that one day.
sylvester will chanced upon my blog.
and read them.
i mean the messages.
SYLVESTER YOU RAWK MY WORLD!
thanks for your tickets.
ignore those rumours.
put in all your effort.
i know you can do it.
finals is coming.
all the best.
and I'LL ALWAES SUPPORT YOU!
-your biggest fan always,
joanna. *luv ya loads*

i m going singapore idols finals!!!

2004-11-21T18:13:00.000+08:00

IM GOING TO GRAND FINALS!!
OMG!
IM GOING TO SINGAPORE IDOL FINALS!
ARRGH!
-SCREAMS-
today reached junction8 @ 6.50AM.
saw caifen.
then waited till we met two new friends.
qi hui. felicia.
kuochuan presbytarian high.sec threes.
talk for a while then.
jayni came.
girl who got hug from sly TOO!!
then alvina and sophia came.
SLY RAWKS MY WORLD!
those people at the back were like "diao-ing" us.
cause.
WE WERE THE FIRST!!
then went in at around 12.
waited under the hot sun.
for two hours.
the daniel ong came.
talk lotsa craps.
then SLY CAME!!!!
OMG!!
He RULES MY WORLD!
SLY I LOVE YOU!
-muacks-
then i was like shouting and screaming non-stop.
then sly actually threw his posters at us!
then i caught hold of one.
SLY I LOVE YOU!
then.
he was thinking of who to give the last pair of tickets to.
then daniel ong said give to the earliest one!
ME AND CAIFEN!
then caifen went up cause she came earlier than me.
ARRGH!
then had autograph session.
i was second!
CAUSE SLY RAWKS!!!!
I LOVE SLY!
THANKS CAIFEN!
had a hug from sly yesterday!
and tickets to the GRAND FINALS!!!!!
from SLY too!!
OMG
SLY!
I
LOVE
YOU!
YOU RAWK MY WORLD!
then we found out that sly's cousin was here.
then we ask for her number.
she gave it to us!
i cant believe it!
will be sitting with them on the GRAND FINALS!!!
TO VOTE FOR SLY!!
MY MESSAGE TO SLY:
no matter what happens! sylvester! you're always the best and best and best in our eyes! give your best shot at the grand finals and the whole singapore loves you!! sylvester. and thanks for your heartwarming hug.it was really soo... WARM> hahas. : ) anyway, i wish you best of luck and JOANNA KOH (me) LOVES YOU TO BITS AND PIECES!!!
was really screaming for you all the way!
you rawk mann!
also. having a sore throat from screaming today.
but wells.
it WAS WORTH IT!
SLY!
YOU ROCK MY WORLD!
YOU COLOURED MY DAYS!
YOU MAKE ME SMILE!
YOU MAKE ME LOVE YOU ALL THE WAY!
GO SYLVESTER!
YOU CAN DO IT!
I LOVE YOU SLY!!

i hug sylvester sim today!

2004-11-20T19:10:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!
I HUG SYLVESTER SIM TODAY!
went to toa payoh library at 11.
though sylvester going there at only 4.30!
but waited lol.
then did the posters!
when taufik and sylvester camE!
woah!
everyone screamed like hell!
I LOVE SYLVESTER!!
and guess what!
when sylvester actually asked for people to go on stage.
to say out the songs that he sang before.
i went up with caifen.
and guess what!!!
HE HUG ME!!
I HUG HIM!
WOAH!
I LOVE SYLVESTER SIM!
*MUACKX*
OMG!
im still floating in heaven!
i really cant believe i got to hug him!
wells.
everyone must be jealous now.
hahas.
but..
I HUG HIM!!
SYLVESTER SIM!
YOU RULE MY WORLD!

SYLVESTER!!!

2004-11-20T00:26:00.000+08:00

OMG!
sylvester was not booted out!
im really in heaven now.
im just so happy!
thank goodness singapore had voted wisely!
though olinda wasn't that bad after all.
sly is still the best!
im going to toa payoh library.
tomorrow.
to see the idols.
:)
cant wait to see sly again!
anyway.
i really hope olinda's fans would now vote for sylvester.
after all, he's the better one out of the two finalists.
though some of his performances were not really up to standard.
he's cut out for the chinese career.
so he has to have some time to adapt.
his singing really rawks.
just like what the judges says.
he gets his support and votes mostly from teenages.
girls.
that's right.
an idol needs to be popular.
and he has to be so among teenage girls.
only they would spend money on idols right.
anyway.
enough of idols stuff.
back to npcc.
didn't go for npcc.
had diarrhoea.
fever.
almost died.
-just kidding-
but heard from enid.
that bridget mam found out that we were innocent.
regarding the chicken thing.
chuanting insulted me in front of both squads!
so humiliating!
they took the wrong chicken!
enid didn't buy wrong one!
they accused us wrongly.
and all the blame fell on me.
ME!
why must it be me?
chuanting said to both squads.
"joanna, don't you know the difference btw whole chicken and chicken parts?"
loudly.
i was angry.
pissed.
but what can i do.
she's calling the shots.
but after being in the same group as her.
for pioneering.
i felt that she wasn't that bad after all.
but more room for improvement.
i mean.
no one is perfect.
even god makes mistakes.
well.
i m not blaming her anymore.
like what xinyi says.
chuanting's not bad lar.
she's just sometimes fierce a bit only lar.
-grinns-
probably.
but i only know one thing now.
i m really tired.
still listening to sylvester's an jing.
think he sang damn good lol.
and those stupid and crude comments about him in the magazines.
and newspapers.
were all rubbish.
i collected every thing about him.
and cursed those that spoil his image.
he's nice.
he rawk.
he's the singapore idol!
" I LOVE SYLVESTER SIM ! "
that's what i says.
and many people too.
so.
people.
continue voting for sylvester!
he rawks!
*your biggest fan always*
-- j o a n n a

npcc

2004-11-16T20:23:00.001+08:00

-smiles-
just had a refreshing bath. *woah*
hahas. had npcc today.
pioneering.
got sunburn. damn "jialat".
im sooner or later becoming an indian le.
-geez -_-" -
had discussion in the first thing about orientation.
chuanting scolded me saying wad i bring wrong chicken.
its not i bring wan la.
but never mind.
it didn't affect me that much.
then was separated into groups.
me.enid.shuxiang.sohteng.natalie.chuanting.jasline.munchee.yiteng.takwai.
we had to call each other miss.
i mean like miss joanna?
miss chuanting?
its lame lol.
but who cares.
all of us didn't.
except for those jokey ones.
hahas.
that was really lame.
miss joanna?
-_-"
then we chose to do a bridge.
discussed loads of stuffs and then went off to take the spas.
and ropes.
my leg injury acted up again.
OUCH!
my left knee was damn painful sia.
but i couldn't do anything.
still have to jia you and continue.
started off with tying the spas.
me. enid. natalie. jasline. yiteng.
me and enid tying one.
yiteng and jasline another one.
natalie?
sitting there and complaining to me.
about her "illnesses".
damn irritating lol.
"im sick" she says.
"i got flu" she said that.
"the doctor ask me whether wan MC but i say dun wan" she said these TOO!
IRRITATING!
then lunchtime was at around 1pm.
ended around 1:45pm.
felt really tired.
my leg really hurts.
who cares.
dun think anyone actually know that im really having a hard time with my left knee.
then blah blah..
too bored to write anything.
but.
when the other mams and squadmates from other groups came to help us.
help us set up the bridge.
i really saw some kind of unity spirit in us.
the sec 3's and sec 2's braving rain together.
trying to get that idiotic thing up.
that scene was really.
really.
really so sweet.
i've always had some biase-ness against some people.
but now.
i think they all rock!
especially the sec 3's.
i really think they were cool.
nice.
sweet.
hardworking.
initiative.
wow.
they were nice.
-the end-

2004-11-16T20:23:00.000+08:00

grandparents' day was successful ! # sylvester's votes !

2004-11-12T22:44:00.000+08:00

# grandparents' day ! *successful*

today was the day.the day that all my efforts would be put to use.early in the morning, got woken up by calls from some people regarding the grandparents' day.hahas.no choice but to wake up.met up with sylvia, rebecca, xiangling, and allyssa.then celine came along. reached school at around 7am. passed the photostated ic and medicated oil and food to genevieve mam. then saw loads of volunteers arriving at father barre. ushered them up to living room to wait. waited for around half an hour before mrs tan finally picked up my phone.and she asked the OM to come and open door. but in the end he came without the keys. [hahas. so blur] then aunty juliet [should be spelt this way] came to open the door. thank goodness. i'll die in the heat. -_-". played the music : renwoaoyou for squadmates to listen so that they won't sing wrongly later. then jasin mam called me and told me mrs cheong wanted to see me. [woah!] -adjusted belt and socks- went down to see her.[thought got something bad.hahas]but she said " where are the T-shirts?"[phew!what a close shave] ran up to the living room again to bring down the shirts. then when we were sorting out the shirts, there was this granny that was not very old who keep on pestering us for a 'small' size shirt! the problem is that we only have medium ones left! and she was like," got small size? got small size? see i so small size cannot wear so big!" [wahlao. she abit small only lah]then. followed the first batch of old folks to STU. when reached there,had to start preparing. all the prizes, the lucky draw and so on.. [woah! i was really busy then] at first, being the MC wasn't really easy.but as time passes, i began to get the hang of it. it was quite fun though. then had all the performances and so on. and during the first phase of lucky draw, an old lady frightened the whole lot of us mann. she was walking back to her seat when she suddenly lost balance and mrs cheong tried ctching hold of her. and in the end? both fell onto the ground with a thud. [woah! SO SCARY!]i was so scared after that that my voice went trembling abit due to the "overwhelming" shock.mrs cheong injured her right arm as a result. but she was okayy after a while. then i found out that two volunteers actually came down to help. hahas. they were really nice. a teenage guy and a middle-aged lady.they were the "manually-operated massagers". thenthe whole thing wen toff smoothly and then at one of the singing sessions by grace and unity, i was shouting throught the mike for unity and grace gals to come up. then *** came past me and hurried past saying,"say so soft, say to who?" to us. [well, i admit i was pissed and wells later on, someone told me that she said somthing like "pronounciation so bad still be MC". wells. i admit that my pronounciation was quite bad at first cause my whole script was impromptu!i was supposed to say the chinese part but in the end, mrs cheong wanted it to be bi-lingual!!!and somemore its my first time!]im ranting at no one now. i just wanna say that being an MC is not easy. especially if your're getting frustrated over someone who's destroying totally everything that you've planned in the beginning![ the bears were supposed to be for karaoke competition! ]to ***: if you're reading my blog, i don't care. i won't mind if you rant at me on my blog taggie, but i hope you'll understand.i don't know if you were aiming at me or celine but its was really bad. i have to put on a smile though i was not feeling very good inside with all those words of yours. i was feeling frustrated enough having to do impromptu stuffs and this and that and i still have to put up with the volunteers' attitude.I CANT STAND IT! # honestly. i can say that i was realllly feeling damn angry and pissed inside me that i did not even had lunch. and that explains my gastric later on in the afternoon. if being the MC means putting up with people's faces or what, i think i would not take up this kind of stuff again.i've spent a lot of efforts trying to plan this whole grandparents' day thing out and is like, no one helping me at all? it was really stressful just trying to get a performance done!!!
forget it. im not saying anything else. but anyway, to all of my squadmates and RENETTE, YANLING, HUIYING, SHERMAINE, YUHAN: THANKS FOR ALL OF YOUR COOPERATION! REALLY THANK YOU FOR YOUR HELP AND INITIATIVE! I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL OF YOUR HELP!
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anyway, just finished watching singapore idol results show.so shocked that sylvester once again, was the second lowest one. pray--- PLS EVERYONE! VOTE FOR HIM NEXT HIM! WHY DO YOU ALL CARE SO MUCH ABOUT JUST 50 CENTS? PLS PLS PLS! WE CANT AFFORD TO LOSE HIM! AS DOUGLAS SAID, SYLVESTER HAS LOADS AND LOADS OF FANS, BUT SO WHAT, WHAT ARE ALL OF YOU DOING? VOTE!!!VOTE!!!VOTE!!!VOTE!!!

i m g e t t i n g f r u s t r a t e d ! !

2004-11-10T15:59:00.000+08:00

arrgh!
im seriously getting damn frustrated over that GRANDPARENTS' day!!
first is that i have difficulty contacting all the CIP leaders and that what i want the thing to turn out to be did not turn out the way i wanted!!

charity n loyalty in charge of dancing. wells. dun think they practised at all but i'll just sit down and cross my fingers.-pray-

dilligence n justice were supposed to do the baking but ended up?only dilligence. wells, gladys thanks! but justice also had difficulty fingind dilligence ppl. nonetheless,they were in charge of buying cakes that day.-$$ constraints-

faith had to go science centre.wells, so nothing from them. -its understandable-

grace n unity in charge of singing.songs?tianmimi.yelaixiang.yueliangdaibiaowodexin.whats these?not even one practice session!-duh. these songs were found by me-

purity was in charge of packaging of goodie bags. so?who packed in the end? 17 gals.2c:jooyeng.lixuan.2g:me.yanling.2j:sarah.2P:dingting ONLY!!.2t:xinhui.2w:sylvia.rebecca.xiangling.zhenling.jocelyn.mieoteng.angeline.grace.2u:manpin.amanda.

hope was in charge of games.GAMES?nothing at all! no one came for both meetings n christina tan seemed angry that hope were kinda..err..-no offence-

truth n wisdom in charge of finding MCs.n decoration.wells. grace from wisdom said she wanna be MC! but what? she said danielle wanted to be the MC?i dun think got such thing lol.she..!!!#@%&##@*

wells. im most glad that i have my squadmates to help me out in this whole thing. its good that we can all skip npcc together. and its really fun!hahas.really like it. if not for them. i don't know how im going to carry on with the event. i had to make my dearest squadmates sing and dance. oh mine. thanx squadmates. YOU ALL ROCK!!

---
im really getting tired of this! this whole week i've been going to school practically every day for this grandparents day thingie n i've got black eye rings le!im tired!but what can i do? back out from this?WTFi cant. cause im the in charge n i believe no one. I MEAN NO ONE! knows like what we doing or so. like the programmes or the details!arrgh! im sick of this!!!

kill me -

my friends [

2004-10-31T17:56:00.000+08:00

evaluation on my friends
*joan* thanks fer ur contributions towards the class. and the notice board! hahas. you are a nice chap and i love being ur classmate!rockon ger!
*renette* MY BEST FRIEND IN TWO GRACE! thanks fer being there when i need u! ure really great! its really sad that we cant be in the same class next year but all the best to you and MUACKX! luvya! takkaire loads n u rock! -hugs n kisses-
*suwi* thankx fer being my classmate fer 2 whole years. well u muz be getting sick of me! hahas. but aniwae, really enjoyed myself with your lame jokes sometimes.rockon ger!
*chuyan* DINO! u really rock as a classmate to me. thankx for all that u've done.rockon ger!
*boonie* hey.chem n bio rep! thanx for all that u've done! rockon ger!
*yingjie* ving!meitui!wow. u really hav loads of nicks. hahas.aniwae thanx for being my classmate n thanx fer ur TODAY newspaper!rockon ger!
*eliza* woah.belt.hahas.aniwae its been nice knowing you and days in niaggani with u really rock!u really brighten up me!u go ger!
*geraldine* barney! ure really a responsible chairlady!thanx. though i this vice-chairlady sometimes oso dun listen to you.*kekeX* but thanx aniwae! U Go Gal!
*huwen* my second Best fren in 2 grace! u've really changed me. hahas. sorry about the papers thing. n thanx fer forgiving me! ure really great! *luvyaloads* -hug n kisses-
*duqian* though u alwaes lyk to "nag" at me during assembly but some of them really went inside me k. thanx fer your help n all that u've done!rockon ger!
*jacinta* heyheyhey. Juana! aniwae. u acted really well that dae. thanx fer everything and everything! u go gal!
*shaozhe* my first n second term's academic enemy! hahas. but i dropped lyk hell le. aniwaes. thanx fer encouraging me at times and ure really a pleasant gal to be with. rockon gal!
*huichi* though i was kinda angry over that home econs project, but i really appreciate the things that u've done. rockon ger!
*peiqi* makajiji. hahas. dunno wad this means. but aniwae, thanx fer all that u've done and i'll never forget u as a classmate!
*vlpy* - NO COMMENTS-
*xinying* hey.time in niaggani was great but good things end soon. nvm. aniwae thanx fer evrything!rockon ger!
*lumjie* though i seldom talk to u but thanx aniwae. rockon ger!
*yuhan* being in incasts with u was really great. though there were some bad times but i really enjoyed times spent together. U GO GAL!
*huiying* my second best fren in 2 grace too! really love ur company n i think that ure really very responsible. hahas. being in incasts with u has really brighten up my whole 2 grace life and i'll remember u always! *luvyager!*
*sabrina* though i noe u wun be reading this. but aniwae. thanx fer everything! rockon ger!
*cheryl seow* thanx fer supporting maia! hahas. but really had a great time in two grace n rockon ger!
*huiwen* hihi.really thanx to u fer things that u've done. thanx again.
*yanling* hey siao de. sorry ah.my second best fren in 2 grace too!aniwae. thanx fer ur lame jokes. thanx fer ur contagious laughter. and thanx fer ur everything! U GO GER!
*jingliang* szb. try not to be late again next year n ur art really rawks. aniwae thanx fer ur evrything! takkaire n u go gal!
*yeewen* sorry fer not handing in maths homework everytime. but aniwae. u really rawk n hope u will continue doing so. hahas. u go gal!
*aiming* another quiet one. but being in the same class as you fer 2 years really was fun. takkaire and thanx. rockon gal!
*yuhui* zhaocaimao! thankx fer being my friend and being there when i need u. ur smile really wiped away all my tears!u rock gal!
*jiehui* yappy.hahas. thanx fer all that u've done and thanx fer ur help when me and that b**** quarrelled. thanx alot and ROCK ON!
*shermaine* papa! thanx fer helping me clear up my desk whenevr its so messy. and ure really a huggable n lovable n cute n nice person to be with! u go gal!
*cheryl yong* sorry for making you so messy with the accounts! hahas. aniwae. u really rock and thanx fer everything! U GO GAL!
*nat* e class web how? aniwae. thanx fer being there and it was fun having u as a classmate! luvya!
*linfeng* though u joined us late. but ure alwaes a part of the extraordinary 2 grace 04! rockon ger!
*everyone*
THANX FER LISTENING TO MY SHOUTINGS EVERYDAY AND 2 GRACE SPIRIT WILL ALWAES CONTINUE TO FLAME UP HIGH! GO 2 GRACE!

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2004-10-30T23:46:00.000+08:00

my grades.

2004-10-30T11:28:00.000+08:00

Chrissy Poo is OUT!:) n my grades SUCKS!
hahas.christopher is finally out.serves him right.all thanks to him.maia was out. hahas.yesterday's results began at 8:30pm.gurmit first divided the remaining 6 hopefuls into one group at the back and one group at the front.back group consists of SYLVESTER!,daphne and taufik.front row consists of christopher,leandra and olinda(hahas).then gurmit announced that back row was safe.well.it should be.florence said that too.she oso said that she was shocked that olinda was there.but i dun think so.i think olinda is too AA.(attract attention).she overheard the judges comments for maia for one of spectaculars and thus she decided to come up with something new that would attract attention-wearing a dress.so wad if she had a cleavage.she's a butch right?i would not accept a butch to be a singapore idol!i dun disagree that she has a voice.but not as good as sylvester's.but she thinks that she could make maia's fans turn to her and vote for her.NO!like wad douglas o or ken lim said,she sounded better in a dress.i believe she would wear a dress next week.i could see that she was scared stiff last night when she knew that she was unsafe.if i were to choose.maia n sylvester should be first.then daphne.then leandra.i wouldn't put her in first 3 ranks.-end of idols stuff-
well.juz got my grades back.many B's.5 A's.6 B's.2 C's.then i found out.my NAPFA got bronze.thanx to my standing broad jump.im short and that is it.-failed-hahas.but one thing im shocked is that my mum DID NOT scold me at all!hahas.im abit going crazy.but im beginning to like her more and more.she doesn't really mind my grades now.im glad.she wants my sis to take up normal academic next year.im shocked.quite shocked.hahas.

_+ singapore idols

2004-10-21T00:18:00.000+08:00

who's in n who's out?
in the last episode when jerry was out, many audience were booing him. i felt sad fer him though. if anyone had read the latest issue of U weekly, it says that the whole lot os idols went up the bus except for jerry, who was helping the backstage people carry their equipments.he is a kind one, but most prob becos of his religion.but i look up to him as he really can take criticism well. but though he cant sings, he is one of a good personality.
my fav. are of course maia n sylvester. i think both of them have the so called X-factor that even some idols dun hav. both can sing and dance and are almost versatile. last week's results was kinda shocking to me when sylvester's name was called in the "unsafe" list. i was really shocked at that time, crossing my fingers. i cant believe singapore voted chrissy poo in. thought chrissy poo kindahav looks, but he lacks the X-factor. Maia, though a single mother, still has the looks and figure and oso the VOICE! in the U weekly, there was oso a pict whereby maia and sylvester was sleeping together. OOPS. sorry, maia was lying on sly's shoulders and both were sitting on the chairs sleeping. n it states that both of them were not only the best of partners in singapore idol, their sleeping looks were the same too-messy. hahas.but my only wish is that the finals would be the same as the wildcards episode, instead of one, they will choose more. im contented enough with juz maia and sly. both of them will do. a cute dude n a hot babe. what else can singapore asks for?
been surfing through the net the whole day while resting my ankle, saw many ppl blog and mostly were having good comments on maia n sly. but there was this blog which i was damn angry sia. that stupid owner of that blog was critisizing all the contestants!ALL! its as if that owner was that talented right?
aniwae. shall end here le. ROCK ON MAIA N SYLVESTER! SINGAPORE LURVES U!

VIVIAN LIM IS A BITCH!

2004-10-20T22:50:00.000+08:00

i cant stand it. VIVIAN LIM IS A BITCH!!!
heard frm han that today wen was busy trying to find her papers and hat bitch was adding oil to the fire! she was saying that i DINT lose my papers! i LOST wen's! FUCK HER OFF LA! to ppl out there !
BEWARE OF HER! SHE CHANGED! DRASTICALLY! SHE'S A BITCH! SHE ONLY NOES HOW TO ACT CUTE AND SUCK UP TO TEACHERS! HAHAS. BUT SHE DOESN'T NOES THAT A GROUP OF PPL IN ST NIX HATES HER TO THE CORE TOO! TOO BAD, WHO ASK HER TO BE BORN A BITCH!

2004-10-20T18:20:00.000+08:00

wadeva

+ i love maia.sly.daphne

moved-

daphney bdae -post

daphney bdae!!

sly.stacie.bdae

sylvester bdae - full -

sly's bdae

private n confidential.

sick. fake.

i miss 2 grace!!

webby!

the webby.

i miss idols!

cca

i miss daphney jiejie n maia n sly!!

me with idols. latest .

my idols' collection

sentosa

maia called.

fucked up by mum

sly ate pizza.

x'mas wish

me n idols.

friendship

me n my idols!!

chalet.

i'll wait for you sylvester ;

i love sylvester forever!!

i'll wait for you sylvester ;

final showdown

sly. biased? im so sad.

caifen sucks!

sylvester sim @ jurong point!!

SYLVESTER SIM RAWKS~

olinda sucks!

i m going singapore idols finals!!!

i hug sylvester sim today!

SYLVESTER!!!

npcc

grandparents' day was successful ! # sylvester's votes !

i m g e t t i n g f r u s t r a t e d ! !

my friends [

pics. *specially for Godness M|*

my grades.

_+ singapore idols

VIVIAN LIM IS A BITCH!

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